New Year's Resolutions

We all make New Year resolutions, it's something that comes along with the feeling of a fresh start. Like in any other past year, I made mine months ago, before the clock ticked the 12 a.m.'s 1st of January. (it took a lot to write this sentence not so sure if it's gramatically correct LOL or meaningless or anything, but I guess you got the idea). So here's what I promised to myself I would do in 2010:

♥ keep my family and my friends close to me ♥
♥ learn to let go when there's nothing left to say or do ♥
♥ forgive those who make mistakes, we're humans ♥
♥ study harder for my exams ♥
♥ focus more on my social life ♥
♥ not cry that much ♥
♥ spread peace, love and happiness! ♥

Yeah, pretty cool I know. A part of them are already done: the study part, the spread peace love and happiness done. But there are still some of them I haven't granted yet and I'm not so sure I will be able to do that any time soon. Why? Well I totally cannot let go when there's nothing left to say., I just keep holding to the most stupid things ever, and it gets me mad sometimes, because I am 100% sure that there's nothign left to do and there's nothing I can do or say more that could make a change. But I just cannot let go of things. I know I've made some mistakes in the past, regardless of what I think, my friends share this opinion with me, which totally makes me think more of what I;ve done (shit, that means it was a pretty messed up thing!).


Anyway, the "firends and family" thing.. 50% done. I have my friends really close and I'm happy with those I still have. I lost some old dear friends, they kind of abandoned me when I most needed them and it sucked, it really did, because I've put my trust in them and they just didn't care anymore. I got hit, I got up, that's life, get over yourself and just move on. I know I did.

I totally improved my social life! Yey! (druuuums) yes, I have made new friends, and I started chatting with more of my peers from college and it makes me so happy. I feel like when I am being so nice to them, they actually like me, which is good, I've never had this feeling before, because I was never known as the "popular" "cheerleader"ish girl. And once I started doing my own thing, I think they kind of felt my change and got closer. It's pretty awkward and I may not be the best writer, especially when it comes to my feelings, but you got the idea, again.

Anyways, part of my NY's resolutions are done, and it's almost July. Yey! I just hope I can get the other part done too, now that summer is here and guess what summer stands for?!

FUN. HOLIDAY. DATING. HANGING OUT.

Oh yeah, I plan to spend this free time to the fullest!

What were your NY's resolutions? Do you have any?

Xo.